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Cocodona--what can I say? I came. I DNF. I will be back.

I want to preface this with a couple things. I had some technical issues to try to get pics to load up. It just wouldn't work. I had 533 photos from the week.  I had all the intentions of adding snipets of photos in videos, but it wouldn't work.  Technology.  This is long. It took me longer to write than I expected because I went through some emotions and revelations revealed during the writing and processing of it all.  I had to take some breaks from writing because I was going into a dark, negative place.  The disappointment I felt from not finishing was pretty massive.  The aftermath of my medical issues complicated dealing with that disappointment.  I am still feeling things that I didn't expect.  I remind myself every time I feel that I failed;  that I didn't. I did the best that I could under the circumstances.  No matter the what-ifs, if only this, if I had done that, it would have come to the same ending.  I got sick, I got ...